discontent or hungry

too bored to eat
too flimsy to rotate
illuminated by flushed cheeks
and callused intent
overcome by stagnation
diluted with anticipation
startled by disinterest
and inevitable outcomes
following a direct result
catching a crowded thought
releasing it in the dark water
bouncing emptiness off the double paned window
glowing
guessing
answering a call to question my fractured hope
carefree and careful not to damage that state of mind