never

I've never seen the inside of your house;
I've never felt the skin beneath your blouse;
we haven't talked much more than half an hour;
still, your thoughts and words I must devour;
(...)
I've never rode inside you car;
we've never talked of us so far;
my dreams of late will not betide;
I won't reach out, for fear you'd Hide;
(...)
I've never called you on your phone
It's never been just us alone
I wonder if you write of me
I bet not, not for me to see
(...)